You don't know what pinching is until you're five minutes in and like, 'OK, I'm tired now.' It was like latching onto a climbing wall, and he was very insistent. One guy made me aggressively pinch his nipples the whole time, from the word 'go.' Just aggressively, like wearing-out-my-fist style. Maybe you should be a little more dominant if you want me to tell you what to do. Are we doing this outside of the house or just in bed? You gotta lay down the guidelines. You don't have to be mean anymore.' Like, I don't know where the rules end or begin. But then I kept going as he was leaving, and he was like, 'You can back it up a little. And I did give it a go, but usually, it ends up where I kind of start telling them what to do? I had one guy who was like, 'I want you to tell me what to do, whatever it is.' And I got as aggressive as I could and lasted the whole time-I was very proud of myself for that.
I'm all for trying situations where someone wants me to be more dom. And what did I tell them? That I lost my virginity to a 28-year-old soccer player. For the first 15 minutes, he told me his life story, and then I was just like, 'Let's get this over with.' So he gave me a blowjob and assumed I would reciprocate, and I unfortunately was ill prepared to do that, so I was like, 'Well, I have to be somewhere else now, bye,' and I ran to meet my friends for milkshakes at Denny's. But I was also 19 and needed to have sex.
